Our God Reigns

This week, I feel lucky to be able to attend the National Worship Leader's Conference here in town. Year after year, this conference has been an encouragement to my soul and a catalyst for new ideas and fresh movements of God. This year is proving to be more of the same.

The worship sessions at the conference are led by some of the most well-known worship leaders in the world. The production value is through the roof (and on the roof, sometimes), the hunger for God's presence amongst church leaders is contagious, and the level of musicianship and artistry is almost distracting. All that to say, it is easy to find myself 'swept away' in a movement toward God and His praise. This being my third year at this particular conference, I find myself heavier against that natural pull towards total abandon in worship. The enormity of the worship experience is more familiar, and less overwhelming. Which leaves me looking for something fresh, yet lasting and constant amidst an environment swirling with revelations from God.

Tonight I felt as if I were mining for the treasures of God. As I absorbed the lyrics, melodies, words, and images on the screen, I was waiting to here God's voice in a new way; I was trusting God to initiate a worshipful response. During this mining, as one of my favorite worship leading couples were leading, God revealed Himself to me in humbling way through the phrase, "Hallelujah, our God reigns". As we sang this phrase over and over, God revealed the circumstances in my life in which he is now, actively reigning. I began to imagine the broken, fragmented, discouraging, scary, hurtful, jealous areas of my life. Then, I had an image of God reigning in those moments. I also thought of the exciting, new, challenging opportunities ahead of me, and pictured God reigning there as well. Before, 'our God reigns' meant that He is generally in control of the universe and will have the last word. But now, God was revealing that 'our God reigns' means that he is present in our specific circumstances, in control of the chaos, and lovingly leading us.

I thought of our friends who desperately want to have children, but for whatever reason it hasn't happened. I thought of our friends and family out of work, in broken marriages, or in careers that don't satisfy. I thought about my son's arrival here in a few weeks. I thought about the opportunities that await Living Hope as we embrace our new home. The common thread in all of these situations is that I don't have the answers or explanations. To be honest, I don't even know the right things to say anymore. BUT, "Hallelujah, our God Reigns"

That revelation, the image of God as reigning in my specific circumstance, solicits a response. My response will be a life abandoned to the will and way of Christ.